That House
The house in the photo above is that house. We never thought to take pictures of our own house, I regret to say.
THAT HOUSE
In a recent dream
I returned to my childhood home.
The belly of the whale—
the cacophonous womb
where I danced and wailed.
For years I’ve looked back
so that I might know that house
so that I could move on.
I’ve gone through those rooms so many times.
I’ve shifted through their closets and drawers.
I’ve searched deep, then deeper still.
I’ve catalogued and studied even the smallest finds.
I should be done with that mad house by now, shouldn’t I?
But no, I’m not. Nor will I ever be.
Because that house keeps changing.
In this recent dream, I opened a new door
and discovered a hallway
that connects the sunny front
with the shadowy back.
That house continues to evolve with each new visit.
That house continues to evolve as I do.
I evolve as I work to change my perspective.
As part of the process
I try to find more sun now
when I look back at that house.
Here’s my idea, my hope:
My present reflects my past. So
if I can find more sun in my early years
then today will be sunnier too.
The dream tells me:
Our education is never complete.
Always more to be known.
Walk down those dark hallways.
Even a little house is a mansion of doors.
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