Angels in Wartime
author's note:
Those better angels of our nature can be so irritating.
ANGELS IN WARTIME
As I sat overhead on a branch
and watched the enemy creep
through the woods in search of me
I noticed
a certain dread in his step
and by feeling his feeling, again felt
that horrified angel
I try so hard to ignore--
bruised but strong
within my thin armor.
Once again
I tried to stifle its tears
and once again grew frustrated
at a tenderness so stubborn
and so, once again
redirected this conflict
by pointing my anger at the enemy below--
I raised my bow...I aimed my arrow
but when I again saw the dread
in that man's step
I again felt my angel
and realized
though I've killed many
that which I wish to destroy still lives
and will continue to weep
until I stop this dreadful killing.
But how can I stop
when my opponent won't?
How can I change him?--I can't!
Unable to answer my dilemma
I then began to climb--
hoping a greater height
would lead to greater insight.
But so far, I only know
what I've seen before:
the dread in the step
of so many men
which tells me:
they feel as I feel
they really don't want to kill--
they too have an angel.
Maybe some who fight don't
but I've seen enough dread
for me to have hope.
© 2018, Michael R. Patton
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